When I miss the bright days
And want to run away
I am stuck in the tension of this week...
I always suck at transitions
Especially birthday week
I want to be so much more
I can't stop dreaming about a future
Planting myself firmly in the soil of Holland
There is so much in my way it seems
but if it wasn't meant to be I'd like to think the Lord would take the desire away...
If it is meant to be... wouldn't He tear the walls down?
I think it is time for a bubble bath and a nap