Monday, May 19, 2014

Circles...

Sometimes 
I get stuck 
in my thoughts,
they circle around 
and tell me I'm no good. 
Around 
And 
Around 
A
Round

STOP! 

And I remember 
To count my blessings: 

A Soccer game huddled under blankets
Hot tea 
Comedians on tv 
Full homes 
Silly boys 
Ponies 
A@@ kicking workouts that make me feel strong 
Mini trips "up north" to check on babies and mamas 
Bright eyed smiling Amish babies 
Sister time
A not so slimy but still frozen pool
Sunshine 
Notes left in the counter 
Serving others 
Singing loud 
Couch naps 
The weight of a newborn sleeping on my chest 
A friend's successes as an author 
Letters from bootcamp 
A day off
A job that I love 
Dinner with my mama 
Hour long phone call with a friend 
Words 


Love says STOP! 
And Grace 
Grabs 
Tight 
Shouts 
Shakes 

Whispers 
And I am once again in awe of how, even though I don't deserve it, Grace is everywhere. 
And maybe... 
Just maybe 
I should show myself a portion of the grace I give to others.